It has been a little while since I posted. I have to admit that I just haven’t felt like it. I have been having quite a time lately. I recently lost my job which hit me pretty hard. I can’t say that my job defined me but I really loved what I did and I loved the people that I worked with so to not have that anynore is a difficult thing.
Also, I fell off on my eating plan. I have been a bit lax with everything as I sort out my new role in life and for me, the way I eat is definitely affected by the way that I feel. It’s sad but true. I sm proudf to say that I am getting back on track with it though. I have my weigh-in on Wednesday to dee where I a currently; i haven’t weighed in three weeks.I find that knowing where I am helps me to know where I need to go.
My goal is to get myself back into a routine; getting up, showered and dressed even if I don’t have anywhere to be, and keeping myself busy. I am catching up on some reading, working on some projects around the house and my DVR has never been so clear. Most importantly, I am working to maintain my positivity through it all.
Tomi has been extremely supportive through all of this madness. It helps to know that she is always in my corner. Now, all I can do is pray and trust that God will make sure that things turn out the way that they are supposed to.